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I must not forget what I’ve endured
No longer trapped
I am free to be lost
Slight darkness enveloped
Flickering iridescent
Grainy visibility
Missing scenes
Drifting through unfinished corridors
Nails hanging
Words and noises
Footsteps echo
Photographs scattered
Incomplete Poses
Undeveloped faces
And the ones
That have already been destroyed
Proportions offset
So many questions left unanswered
I am not a better person
The same doors I pass
A pocket full of keys
I need not try
Lights before me
I feel their presence give up
More alone
Disembodied
Those hands so familiar
Out of focus
I must concentrate
White holes hollowing out
The past and the present
Dilating
I must remember my purpose
In remaining
A countenance unknown
The culmination
An achromatic void
There are no words for this
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The blackout began
Captivating my sanctuary
The next day it continued
Those surroundings became polygons
And the buildings outside
And the bodies inside
Contours still illuminate
I build up from the rest
And I imagine the serenity
And destruct what once was
The memories I enshroud
It can start over
I ended up here
To bear with the absence of gain
The purpose
I want any meaning to return
Still the artists...
Outside my wall wait
The floorboards faded with pressure
And screams behind it
They won’t leave
And now that my eyes have left
Their return plagued by medication
But my will tires
And the stages of sleep long to encompass me
I can’t continue like this
The voices outside become a low chant
Further lulling me deeper out of my watch
I carve wood below me
I can feel them breathing
They can’t take me
I must stay
I am not safe alone
Please remember
I have no confidence
I will be gone soon enough
I wake in the room below
One light
Left for dead presumably
Bare concrete
Eyes open wanting
They must have got in
This is nothing I ever wanted
The eruption of vomit boiling through my parched throat
There facial shadows in the back of my mind
Burned into negatives
Trying to speak
Suffocating thoughts
Scourge throughout
A pulse of rhythmic inhaling
They step forward
I am pathetic
The tools begin to create
It must be beautiful to have such control
Underneath my body’s warm palette
Wounds exposed
Streaking colors
I did not want to die up here
I wanted to serve a purpose
Not now and I should have died
When it meant the most
Disjointed laughter
Emotion stagnant
A calm scene shaped to perfection
From the sun’s disregard
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Parade of the Fire Lotus
05:23
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In my journey through the village
I witnessed the degradation of human potential
In a perennial surrender
Underneath the meridian sun
Shadows remain, coerced
A people-driven deep
Vague remnants of their former selves
Lay within those rotting shells
Veiled are the thoroughfares
Convoluted
As petals emanate the choir arose
A day to revel will soon become
A fitting end of flames
To the fields of opium
And for the lost bloodlines
That have forgone
In their honor
We beset upon
The fire lotus pantheon
The procession of the virtuous one
An effigy of servitude
Those gowns, roseate
A day to revel will soon become
A fitting end of flames
To the fields of opium
And for the lost bloodlines
That have forgone
In their honor
We beset upon
The fire lotus
(solo)
Pantheon
Through the terrains calm breath
Though in the allure a mastery is formed
That substance a cowardice grasp
Reformation
A chronological revolt is at hand
A day to revel will soon become
A fitting end of flames
To the fields of opium
And for the lost bloodlines
That have forgone
In their honor
We beset upon
The fire lotus pantheon
Redemption of our people
Our time for dominion
Redemption of our people
Our time for dominion is now
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Germination
04:04
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Sweat dripping down the length of my back
Eyes scattered through the rows that silently pass
I walk for myself and I will let no one enter this place
Sinking, unscathed sunlight dividing my path with no pattern
Run
The rays eclipse into a consumption role
Bleeding away the color
Definition fades
Movements blur
Sound decays,
Reason disappears
I am the light inside
Outside is a narrow enclosure
Concealing the light with germinating growth
Unity for one time
Together the surroundings fall away
Their support erodes and there is just me
Reason stays gone
I am nothing inside
A collection of forests rest below my sight
And in the wind
I find out how bare their branches are
One leaf trails and relents to the calling deserts beyond the oceans
And into my fears
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Body of Water
04:56
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Everything is different
Moving to stay
But remaining now
Here
Except in my spiraled descent
I can’t seem to heart
My heart beating anymore
It has abandoned me as well
I am changed
In my recluse
Eternity residing underneath the seen
To the bottom’s feigned ending
I reach above the water
Dripping with the same
Lurid stench as before
I know everything is a copy again
Just a different place
Just a different hour
Just a different faith
Waves hit in rhythm and I reach the shoreline
Then as changing as always the sun fades
Into the forest with me
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